-karena kusanggup-

it's a song title tat sung by tis very charming, beautiful n no need to mention her talent in singing coz everyone knows tat...she's AGNES MONICA, a singer from INDONESIA...

it's very sad when think about conflict btween MALAYSIA and INDONESIA..

hope tis thing will get better in the new year 2011..:) :) :)

but it will not affect my interest to AGNES as i am a big fan of her...well guys..enjoy tis song..n yeah i attached her lyric in the bottom..hope u guys enjoy it..it's a very nice song..i just LOVE it..

KARENA KUSANGGUP

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Berikanku rasa itu

Pelukmu yang dulu

Pernah buatku

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‘tuk tinggal disisiku

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Reff:

Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau

Berdiri sendiri tanpamu

Ku mau kau tak usah ragu

Tinggalkan aku

Huuu.. kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu

Hapus rasa sakitku

Ku ‘kan selalu perjuangkan cinta kita

Namun apa salahku

Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Back to Reff:

Tak perlu kau buatku mengerti

Tersenyumlah karena ku sanggup

-pissedoff-

it did made me pissed off when i was there..

u were there..but u din even say hyee or give me smileys..

n now tat im gone i wonder how wud u feel about this?

u, the person who put myself in tis stupid mess, are so..so..

urghh..i just dun kno how to describe tis oredy..

n now some guy came up said tat he LOVED me..

n i was like "WAT?..", u got to be real..

n he even used my interest just to impressed me up..

ouhh man..tat was so CHEAP..

sowie to say tis..but i just hate it so much man..

it was not the way i like..so im happy if we just stay as GUDFWEN..

u don know me n i don know u..

der's a lot of barrier between us..

hope u'll find sum1 tat far more better than me..coz im so not into u...

endin of 2010 not as good as i thought it will b huh..

but i shuden gv up coz still got 11 hours b4 midnight n b4 nuyer..hope it'll b much more better afta tis..

n i swear to god tat..tis new year will make up a NEW ME!!i just need changes so badly...

secrets make man a man

yeap..hahaha..a saying that no body can deny it..
besalah..guys hardly share their life's story..n they like to keep secrets..
urgghhh...sumtimes it's ok but sumtimes it does annoying..
it sure annoying when u ask something then da reply was "nothing"...damn..
punyala bikin panas..hahaha..sum1 said tat tis is the best part..
n make me go for -never ask sure make it more intresting right??-...
well gals..when u got a "fren" tat like to keep a secret..u shud stop asking..
coz secret always b a secret..they just won't tell no matter how hard u force them..
well everybody has right to keep a secret right..
so let'em b..

finally~~

FINALLY abes xam...
FINALLY bule brihat2 d umah..
ahahaha....so tired tis few days...phewwww..
but FINALLY everythin hv ended up..
so time untuk menggumux kan bdn..agagaga..
aieee..tiak sggp ouh..sng naik but very hard to lower it down..
so biar la dia mantain d sn2...hua5...kenen..

even tho everythin hd finished..still lots of event comin over..
end of year mmg sgt2 bz...my cuzzy weddin, fam day, christmas(mummy's side)..
hurrmmm...but tat's ok..at least i hv sumtin to make my day..
more fun rather than just sittin around n doin nothing..
such a boryng activity..but sure it would b nice sumtimes...hehe
tat's ol for today...tq..=))

bz..bz..bz...

aik..ya ka nie bz..kunun la kan...hua5..
mn inda bz..xam week tho..argghhh..
peperangan mental not METAL just around da corner..
but it do hard like metal..
need to b strong n tough enuff...

last paper..next week..finance..
d one yg sya mcm tiak tau dr awl apa yg sdh d absorb..
adeyssss..i don hv tis entrepeneurship mind n soul..
hakhak..so it's damn hard..
but STRUGGLE is one word tat came across me tis time..

even me bz..i still got time to mish tis one fren of mine...
so long od he din text me..adeysss...
he olso in his bz period mayB..i dun kno..
tp sy x kcu org..so let him start ol things 1st..ekeke..
im very gud in waiting..

for da mean time..tis is only wat i got..
so long~~:)

last night~

i've dreamt last night that u'll be leaving me soon..
is tat true??but in real life..it seems tat u rily r..
coz so many things u hv already START to STOP..
but in my dream, i'm not sad like i expected it to b..
i do cry, but it don feel much hurt inside..
n i hope it'll be da same in my real life..
coz i love u so much..much tat anyone could have imagine..
but f it's true tat u wanna leave me then do it faster..
or i'll be hurt deeply..
from the very beginning of our rltnship, nothing goes right..
but i'll never stop until u tell me to do so..
right now i only can give hope so tat u'll love me someday..

p/s : i need u to leave me..tis is for our own sake..

-im so tired of loving u-

damn..im siyesly tired..
loving u just makin me insane..
the more deep it goes da more hurt it'll be...
i don kno y u never appreciate me..
i just dont kno wat's ur prob...
eventho i owez said towards maself tat i never gonna believe wen u say I LOVE YOU...
i just can resist tat..
it's a total loser wen u tryin hard to deny ur own feelin..
n m not a LOSER..
but lovin u making me look rily damn pathetic..
u just never gonna stop it do u??
u wan to kno one thing??
it does hard to stop tis bullshit feeling..
but i do know how to stop..


p/s : to break sum1's heart wen they r totally in love wif u, just break it repetitively...coz it's true wen ppl said tat "one day it'll be stop"...

n tnx a lot for makin me cry..coz it's been a while since the last tear dropped...